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oooh, I've been waiting for this post. You've come such a long way from not being able to deal with your relationship with him in the here-and-now.

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Do you mean that you thought I was okay in this area? or are you thinking like I am that I was pushing this work off and it smacked me in the face last night and now today?

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I meant that I was proud of you because I remember how much you were struggling with talking to your T about your relationship with your T.

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I'm glad you are proud of me. It would've been nice to hear than from him though. I just don't see me ever going there again. I never thought he would be so blank about it. I even said I felt safe enough to 'go there'...I feel stupid now.

I don't think it will be long before he terminates me now...if Caramee is right I could see him doing that. I never thought I would ever say that either.