Hello starryprince. I'm so sorry you had such a terrible exleriençe at such a young age. I'm sure that you have just made a huge step towards working through this trauma. It isn't easy to finally talk about it as well as reach out to others that have had similar experiences in life. You are not weird. I also feel weird, mainly because I am trying to remember what happened to me. I don't remember the first 6 1/2 years in my life. I know my siblings were tormented at this time. I am not sure if I also experienced it, or witnessed it. I am struggling to solidify any memories. It's not working yet for me. You are in my thoughts. Stay strong.