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Originally Posted by ChipperMonkey
I used to feel a bit ashamed that I stopped making weekend plans awhile ago. Then I realized that's sort of one of the perks of not being able to work. I do what I want, when I want. I'm not a slave to the M-F 9-5 grind. Don't get me wrong, I'd love to be able to go back to work in the future. But in all, its nice to not have this chain around my neck where fun must be forced from Friday thru Sunday.
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I like to do what I want when I want too. But would love to have someone to love and love me back and do things together. I am still healing from the trauma my xNP husband made me go through even its been 4 1/2 years since the cruel, shocking, "out of the blue" divorce. I havent managed to go NC with him because of being in denial and thinking I will survive and think its ok. But its not. I got to feel that its not ok again yesterday.
We shouldnt be ashamed not having something to do. Not everybody have someone to be with and sometimes life is just too much.
I dont think my chiropractor is meaning anything negative when he is asking. Maybe he just want to know if I am gonna do something. I dont want to think of myself as appearing boring to him just because of the fact I dont do anything.
Well, my friend got baby sitter for her son yesterday so we did go out in town. So I did do something anyway
