Well...I don't know much about this. I know with ptsd you tend to push it in the back of your mind and days, months, or years later it can come back. That's what happened with me. I have pieces of what I remember of my childhood...I don't remember very much and many times seem to be blackened out. My t said that is normal....it doesn't have to be abuse related either. Some people tend to not remember the abuse or things related to that..and others tend to not remember many other aspects of their life at times also. As you heal I'd think memories would come back... Sory if I'm not making much sense..I'm really tired. I would think it would be typical though....

Good luck with your healing. ((((((((((safe hugs)))))))))) if okay

~flier