Been away for a while...

Things were really good up until my seasonal job ended on the 2nd. I was supposed to transfer to the company that owns the store I worked at, but I don't think that's happening. I had an interview with them on Wednesday and they said they were just going to check my references then call me later that evening, but I haven't heard from them. I don't know what could have gone wrong with my references, but I'm sure that's where the problem was.

I feel helpless right now... I'm going to be out of money at the end of the month, and my fiance can't help me this time because his hours are being cut. I have an interview for a car sales job on Monday, but I'm not very optimistic. If I manage to get it I'll consider myself extremely lucky. I'm so disappointed that the place I was supposed to transfer to hasn't called me. I really enjoyed the seasonal job that I had, and more than anything I hate the fact that it's over. I've never had a job I enjoyed that much before, and it paid well because I was a manager. The place I was supposed to transfer to was going to make me start at the bottom again and pay me minimum wage, so maybe it's best that I didn't get it... Maybe something better will turn up. But like I said, I'm not optimistic right now...

Sorry if that was long, just needed to get it out.
Thanks for reading.