and you know...they are pretty good conartists...even though i know they hate me but sometimes they pretend to like me...and then they pump me for information...pathetic it sounds i know...but because i wanted them to love me i thought that if i talked to them about that kinda stuff so now they know...things that i dont want my bfs family knowing i said anything about...and thats how they work...they use me....and then they use the information....and then discard me until they need me again....and im sick of it....you normally you can talk to your mom or stepdad or dad and confide in them..not these monsters...and i now am just learning that even though ive been burned many times...and they use that to isolate me...they use my weakness to want love from them to isolate me and control me and abuse me...all because they hate my real father ...
thank you so much ...your a big help.