Again a new french movie is out called "Love", that shows how beautiful life young people have these days... i had nothing of this

i cant deal with this...life without this seams worthless, without having the greatest thing - sex

even in such depressive movies like Meadowland or I Smile Back, we see sex, which shows what is important in life...all people are doing those big things we see in movie, only me not.
i am simply not equal to others because of this and i dont see point of living
all others alive more in 1 month then i have in 29 years. Young beautiful girls are simply too much over me...
also if i watch webpages like blacked com..the girls are so insanely beautiful...they have perfect lifes for me...