6 1/2 hours.

I don't know...

I want to open up today... hold that connection.

I want to be able to look directly in his eyes.

And not be angry with him because I'm trying to cover up other feelings.

I have this pressing urge to tell him that I want him to hold me. Hug me. That I would never want to let go. Why do I want to tell him that so badly? I can't tell him that. I'd die.