Ennui - I have begun to take stock of the positivity I have been ignorring in life. I have two adult children. Supportive family. Aquaintances. A home.

Sure I'm not where I want to be but I have HOPE - which is the difference I've said between Depression and feeling better.

I'm not going to say 'have hope' because it doesn't work that way. What I will say though is try to be on the look out for things that may bring that hope to you. I know when we are down we seek only the negative and it is easy to ignore any positive. I'm just asking you to try to be on the look out for even the most subtle opportunities for allowing hope into your life