I have to go to a celebration today (I'm Buddhist), but it just feels so overwhelming to have to get up, shower and drive all the way up there. It should make me feel better to be around all that positive energy, but I just can't right now. It makes me feel somewhat guilty and I just want to sleep it off. And I'm pissed that my neighbor is just so loud with his music! Pisses me off everytime! Mind you that we both live in single family homes and I can still hear it!!