I think Im slipping back into a depression.
Ive been so good lately.Our garage and car was broken into 3 weeks ago and its been STRESS since then.Ive been walking ,gardening etc trying to keep my mind off things but to no avail.
I think I might have screwed up my meds cause when we went on a motorcycle tour the bouncing must have caused my dualith to turn part powder.When I got home after a week there was at least a tablespoon of powder on the bottom of the bottle.
Like the idiot I am I kept taking them anyways.Ive got a new script now but I think Ive either bottomed out on the dose or the "powder"pills screwed me up.
I seriously am considering quiting therapy too.Distance is the biggest factor and Im terrified that work will ask questions why I need so much time off.
Therapy in my own town is possible but again its a small community....Im terrified of the stigma.
Right now Im concentrating on NOT SHing....
Thanks for reading my rant.
Missing Onyx and Tucker too......I wonder where they went?