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Old Nov 15, 2015, 02:56 PM
finding_my_way finding_my_way is offline
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i have had a few times like this. it happens more when i see my psychiatrist though..or at least it is when i have noticed it...or other times where i'll have no thoughts attached to me that is generally how it is when i go to talk..i try to think before i speak or know what i want to say before i do...and sometimes it doesn't work that way and confuses me. of course, when i'm anxious, well, that in itself is a whole different problem where things come out wrong, jumbled up, etc.

the only time it bothers me is if it's something i would normally not say, something maybe mean or rude, sarcastic...and then immediately after i have to apologize. luckily, it doesn't happen much.

what scared me in high school was one day sitting beside a friend in class, and out of nowhere i told her i was going to kill her or wanted to kill her or something. she looked at me like i was crazy, and i was freaked out because i had no idea why that came out of my mouth, and i kept apologizing. it was bizarre...i had no thought or feeling of doing that..although, there was a phase i (maybe not me, not sure..not sure how i don't know but i don't really link myself to it exactly) went through of having a serial killer obsession, so i'm not sure if it was linked to that or not..but i don't remember what grade i was in so can't link it without knowing that...but that was another thing that freaked people out apparently....oops.
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