oh cr-p...i'm so stressed right now i think i could literally explode or implode or combust or ....something....

at least i think i'm finally waking up after sleeping for days....of course, now i'm not sleeping

...my stomach hurts so much from stress....

i don't know how i manage to make such a mess of things!!!!! as a kid i was one of those who never caused trouble...guess i'm making up for it now....