I feel guilty and ashamed because I asked friends for support and opened up to them with my problems and they kind of ran away. I was afraid, and I showed myself for who I truly am, and I guess some people decided that they didn't like that. I guess I became uncomfortable to them. But since neither of them would talk to me, I can only guess. I can understand what might have pissed people off maybe at one point or another, but I don't see how the things I did justifies their reactions - I can't stand it when someone talks down to me, for example.