Hi raspberryswirlgirl

Firstly, welcome to PC - I do so hope that you will be able to make some friends here - you will find a lot of support and understanding and there is usually always someone willing to lend an ear. Please keep posting!

I am really sorry you feel so alone. I don't have any suggestions as to how to get over it ........ I don't even know how I did it myself.

All I can say is that you won't be alone here. That I can promise you!