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Old Nov 15, 2015, 07:39 PM
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I am just reading this thread. I have very different beliefs than you but I have come to believe that those who commit suicide are not always condemned to any kind of misery. That said, I understand your feelings because there are many, many times I have wanted to do as you speak but have, instead, come to realize the vast impact this will have on my family, especially my children, husband, and parents. I wish you peace in this world though and hope you find it and maintain it soon. I know sometimes peace feels unobtainable.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder