So I asked my husband for a divorce. He confessed that he wasn't as well as he seems and admitted he doesn't feel comfortable here to "make scene" , that we have a less pressure here. Because his mom does all the cooking and cleaning and he can just work without having to interact. So that's why he's nicer. There's all this stuff he has to do at home.. So I guess it's a lot like a hospital setting. So we're here until tomorrow. Then we'll see if I still want a divorce. I have to wait officially 6months from the time I announce it to him until the time I file to account for mood swings.

I set up 2 classes for homeschooling groups one on inventing and one on community. I planed all 24 hour long lessons today and I want to shop for the stuff but my husband doesn't want me to have the cards as we have no money because I spent it all on my son's Christmas present. I can't ask to borrow any more money from my parents. So I'm stuck making carts online that I want. My leg still shakes but I'm sleeping so is this hypomanic? Or normal? Or just plain crazy. I have the tactile hallucination of bugs on my skin so I have to take my prn.