((((Jaquard))))) love the name, btw (by the way).... you're not alone. we're here, and we won't stigmatize you. many people don't understand that males can suffer from depression as well as females. i have chronic major depression. i'm also treatment-resistant, too. it's a bugger trying to find the right treatment to help me. i know that is pretty rough for you. keep posting, and we're here for you....