rcat, you put my feelings into words so well. It shows me that I can be understood, that I'm not total crazy or stupid. I so wish my family members could understand and allow me to have my own feelings and opinions without making me feel crazy, stupid and ultimately worthless.
I do have trouble expressing myself which is only made harder when no really cares how I feel only how they want me to feel.
I'm ok with people having different opinions than mine, I just don't know why mine always have to be the wrong ones.
When I asked if I could use your words I didn't mean to imply I would take credit for them, on the contrary, it would help me show I'm not alone in the way I feel.
It may sound strange but your words have given me a boost in self esteem that will keep me from giving up. I just can't thank you enough.