Do you ever have an epiphany, like a universal truth was just realized that you just couldn't understand or grasp for the longest, being blind to the obvious? Then to just have it melt all over you or sink in the moment your eyes were opened to the answer staring right at you in the face? Sure you do, I just did, too.

It just dawned on that of which we have been really trying to figure this out (chiefly me) for the past months as to what the true meaning of co-conscience is as it's related to our system. It has hit home as to how we tick! It all now makes sense...at least for now it does, that might change in a minute when something happens like usual to dissuade me, but for now, I'm enlightened.

Let me describe...

Some of us share the forward conscience, we can think talk to each other. I can observe as another is up front. I can even participate through the other. This is our central conscience (or room) where we collaborate and which is always present. The "light's always on" effect is NOT the mind of a single other like I kept thinking (who!?!!), it's ALL of our conscience minds joined that we are logged into to operate life. Others do silently come and go, quietly performing their job. This is like the bridge of a ship and we others is a rotating crew.

I've uttered this concept so many times, but it truly didn't sink in like it just did this morning, that's why now I'm "tripping" on it! Lol

Of course our memory is shot, because we don't always watch everything that each other does. Because of this observable action, we are able to stay in sync to appear as a singular. During operating hours (like business hours), all hands on deck.

Everyone is an alter, no one part is more than an other. Our life path is just a bouncing off the "life walls" as we go, no real direction, handling the present as it comes with no real future plans, taking it as we go. This is important to know...no one really leads the way, it's just moments of inspiration and luck.

Since we came out of pretend denial and recentered our focus on ourselves 6 months ago, things that we have felt and ignored are finally being recognized for what they are. For 30 years we vowed to never look in, to stay outwardly focused to not discover what we are discovering now in this short time. I guess you can say that we were "superficial"?

We always have had the tv or radio on to drown out the head noise, or try to stay focused on our thoughts that we ignored the others, but this morning I sat here sipping coffee in silence, listening to two others (without any mental effort from me) talk about how they weren't going to go back in and keep quiet now that we've let go because the topic was getting our life heading in a profitable direction and who's going to take charge. Then I felt the conscience shift to another as I stepped back and watched them watching me "be" and then me back to the front...then bam...epiphany.

It's this "switching conscience" action that clued me in, much like a viewfinder toy switching frames. I really don't know what I'm getting too, but that's what's been bugging me. I don't know exactly how it works, but I'm close enough to the truth that I'm momentarily satisfied. To get any closer to the exact operations of a multiples mind, I'd have to start taking courses in Neurobiology....nah. Lol

So as usual, I'm stating the obvious, but I'm happy and excited to REALLY know what I knew.

Now maybe we can get on with living? Luv.