Sure, everyone fits in if they say they are an alcoholic/addict.

But I PHYSICALLY don't feel like I fit in. I don't feel like I fit in this planet!

First off, I'm a multiple, like in multiple personality....which drives the social anxiety we have.

Talk about like not feeling comfortable in our own skin....we don't. We avoid mirrors, but to have everyone focused on you to even just say your name!?! Ugh!

Even in a small room full of mental patients we are not at ease.

We can't speak without stuttering as stress and anxiety leads to panic attacks and dissociation and DP/DR creeps in.

But I do go at times to sit quietly and not be noticed as much as possible. But then my head buzzes and anxiety clouds my thinking and I can't focus on what's being said, just bits and pieces are heard. It's like ADD kicked in big time.

But, I'm going to try another one here real soon.