I agree with madisgram 100%....Simply the fact that you are asking this question means that you are self aware that there may be a problem. The fact that you say you don't have a desire to stop should be a great big alarm bell....start modifying your behaviour now whilst you still have the will to.

Alcohol addiction in its worst state is extremely distructive to ourselves and all those around us....be kind to yourself Eleny and seek some help.