I hear you too. I just turned 40 a couple months ago and have been in and out of doctors offices/hospitals since I was 16. My youth and most productive years stolen. One of the worst parts is I feel my brain has stopped 'developing' like I've been in a coma for twenty years or something making me feel like I haven't aged. So it's like like I'm 21 and 91 at the same time.
All avenues available Ive traveled and there is nowhere & nothing left to try.
But...there are a bunch of new drugs just around the corner and so I try to remind myself that I'm still young, I still have time and maybe just maybe one of these new ketamine-type drugs or opioid regulating things that such companies as Alkermes, Allergan and Johnson & Johnson are working on might be the thing that finally gets us back on our feet.
- Daniel
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