I fell in love with a married woman, she was a bisexual and I'm a lesbian. Her husband allowed us to have a relationship, after 3-4 years I fell in love with her and I thought I knew what love truly was til that point. I obviously was wrong because what I felt I can't put into words. She recently broke it off with me and we were together since, 2009 or 2010. The reason why she did was because I of course live in another state and I wasn't ready to move back down south due to doing it numerous times before and it didn't work so I was trying to take things slow with it. Over the past 3 years we both seen other people because it didn't work out with me living there, but we still loved each other deeply (or so I thought on her part) By us both being with other people we changed from the people we were when we last were together, plus I also quit doing drugs in them 3 years and I'm coming up on 4 years in June. So with the combination of both of course I changed because with the drugs I wasn't myself. Long story short since I wouldn't move with her right away last month she decided to end the relationship and never gave me any closure or anything she just up and stopped talking to me. She used to block me on Facebook but this time she hasn't although I can't see what is being said on her wall. I'm deeply hurt and this is NOT the first time she has done this to me and I don't know what to do. I can't let her go she was my heart, my everything we talked day and night she was like my best friend but she was my girlfriend. I've known her since I was in my early 20's and now I'm going to be 35 in January. How do I get closure and move on and let go? I've been trying to listen to music that helps with this type of thing but it's not much help so far.