yismy I had to reply to your posting because I would really like to have a better understanding of what you want. Or maybe you are just describing some feelings or experiences. I agree many people are totally one sided in relationships. I get over them real quick. Relationships should be give and take not all give and not all take. And like you said anyone who is not interested in you as much as they want you to be interested in them....forget them1
Kind of got the feeling you are trying to convince yourself that you are confident.
But saw you had no posts. maybe you did not care about getting replies.
Very strange!!