Tracy I am really sorry that you are having such a hard time and feeling so down and alone. Please know that we are here for you and hope the best for you. Please don't do anything to hurt yourself as the future sometimes can offer more than we think. I know because I've been where you are myself. Feeling like I just could not take it anymore but I made it and here I am and though I still struggle sometimes I am doing better. Please come to us on PC and post your thoughts and feelings and let us help you get through this time. Do you have a therapist you can talk to? Are you on any medication for depression? I am in therapy and take medications also and it really has helped me a lot. I feel that I can at least face the world again...most of the time.
Little Mouse