~~~~~~~~~~~dreamrunner~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm here, reading the post. there's really not much for me to say. miss u all, but i take one step forward and slide back three. can't seem to get out. thought i was making a break-thru early in the week, but not to be so. i'm afaird they're going to put me in the hospital. everyone is at a lost, of what to do or say to me, nothing helps. so i lay in bed stairin out the window. to weak to do anything, body is trembling, the manic fog has set in hard. i'm fighting hard but goin nowhere.

will let u know what happens..........

ps i have tried many times to contact onyx, to no avail. i just don't know, wish i did..............

mark..