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Originally Posted by rainyday107
I'm sorry that was so painful for you - I had a bad parting with a therapist I stayed with too long. I completely relate and also the rare chance of running into him on the Tube. xo
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Originally Posted by omegalamed
Wow, how extraordinary to bump into her. That to me is a sign that you are strong, you are getting better. And she is still stuck but your have grown. This was for you to reflect on how much better off you are now, and to have the courage to keep going forward. tc
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Thank you both for your replies
That was the thing that struck me most - that it wasn't actually painful. It was shocking, and discombobulating, but not searing ****** pain. Kind of like seeing a big spider
There is still sadness in me from my relationship with her that I have to resolve more fully, but it's nowhere near the deep dangerous pit of despair that seeing her every week.
Honestly I thought I would love her forever. But when I think of some of the stunts she used to pull and how hurt I was from that, I can't muster up love for her anymore.