been down lately, thinking of accidents while driving, accidents at work, not waking up and such .... just my same old same old been this way before and it usually runs several weeks before it "goes away" .... no sui just taking it as it comes .... here's the kicker ... I woke up screaming Sunday morning "I don't want to die".... ok Dr Freud want a be's dx me .... is my unconscious and conscious at war with each other .... ?