I've been living with my mom and sister since January and they are saying they're burned out. They want me to go to a residential facility for three or four months. ***TW*** I told them I would rather die than do that.

In the last year and a half I have been IP 6 times (including during Christmas and New Years) and I'm on my 4th PHP. I just started with an awesome t about 6 weeks ago and I'm scheduled to start a trauma recovery group in a couple weeks. I'm doing the best that I can. I lost my job and my boyfriend of 12 years who I am still desperately in love with. I'm not on disability because I'm a totally functional person. I'm tired of having my treatment dictated by other people and my freedoms stripped away. I feel like the progress I've made has been ignored.

Sorry, I really had to vent. Has anyone been? What would it take to convince you to go?