A few months ago my self destructive urges got really bad and I went from about 135lbs to 115lb. I'd get randomly or not so randomly angry with myself, I would go to the fridge and be disgusted by the thought of food and would take my inner frustration out on myself and refuse to eat much. I would eat maybe dinner. Told my parents after I started to get better (appetite is a raging monster now lol) and now I feel like they're Uber conscious of how much I eat and get real worried. Feel like I shod feel bad but not really