For about 4 weeks now I can't bring myself to do anything. Going to school has become nonexistent, even when I just get marks for showing up I still can't make myself go. 2 times I've driven to my college and sat in the car for 20 mins before turning around and going home. And I have 2 essays and a exam next week and I haven't started studying or writing either essay. I'm stressing myself out because I'm not doing anything and yet I'm not doing anything. I've got depression and an eating disorder. Tonight I've eaten 3 Klondike bars which just makes me feel more guilty and depressed. Why do I keep doing this when I know it makes me feel like ****.