i'm a junior in high school, and about in the beginning of my sophomore year my life drastically fell into depression really fast and stress became a really big problem. Probably began last October. I started isolating myself and stopped talking to a lot of my friends and staying indoors most of the time not even doing any of my homework assignments. i ended getting straight "F"s my first semester I couldn't even find a motivation to do anytihng and i felt hopeless about life. I spent more time home alone not going out with my family or friends and then i started to get scared about things while i was home alone like people breaking into my house and sometimes I'd run into my breakyard checking every hiding place i can think of to find someone while i would carry a weapon or broomstick. At school I had harder times with interactions with people, I started stumbling my words when i talked, i grew scared of everyone in many ways, sometimes I'd end up screaming at people for no apparent reason and my speech often worried them too. I started getting worse and after time I couldn't even interact with my parents. It's still the same sometimes only respond them with smal. l replies like "no" or "i dunno" or "cuz i felt like it". I started school at a new place to get away from everyone at my older school. I actually calmed down a bit more at this school and don't feel paranoid and nervous as much as i did. I still have problems meeting people and i can go nights without brushing my teeth even though i still do my hair. I don't really care much about making friends as long as they leave me alone. My doctor prescribed me anxiety medication which didn't actually help because I found myself getting angry at inanimate objects in my classroom like a tree or something and seeing farm animals dance in a silhouette tree. Televisions and the internet have subliminal messaged and the government is watching my internet profile and have pictures of my parents. I don't like being touched because it makes me very mad and when i walk alone in the school library people whisper my name into my ear even though there isn't anybody. I talk my thoughts outloud sometimes and sometimes repeat swear words outloud when i try to go to bed. I often wake up because people are screaming into my ears in the morning in a different language and they go away once i'm sitting up. I have dreams that the saints are telling me to murder the "police race". I can sometimes see zombies swimming on my roof sometimes. my parents get mad at me because sometimes i uncontrollably run around the house like if i'm chasing the white rabbit yelling silly nothings. I can sometimes see a man peeking at me through the window on my front door.