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Originally Posted by continuosly blue
Well now the real truth is coming out FINALLY !
1. As far as the car parts, and all the extra stuff you have now, and the extra space you need, that sounds like you just don't have enough space for everything. So stuff gets tossed around all over the place.
2. What your husband does and doesn't do annoys you but you still think he's a great guy.
3. So what are we left with . The real issue which is YOU. You openly admit that you are in
depression , that you have anxiety , that you have VERY poor self esteem , that your feelings are hurt very easily , and that you have always expected yourself to change.
4. Reading between the lines it appears you are expressing that your not happy , you have a lot of personal issues going on right now and that you need some kind of help.
If I'm right I hope you go and get the help or support that you need for yourself. Then worry about the car parts. I'm not trying to be funny here, I'm serious.
I know what's it's like to feel the way you do. I'm not a professional so I can't make a diagnosis but your symptoms sound very familiar to a certain condition I know much about.
Best to you, 
CB |
You are pretty good at figuring things out. There are some things I have put up with over the years that most women probably would not such as things where they don't belong, and projects never getting done. I do have some valid complaints that I have felt were not taken seriously because I'm not much of a fighter, and he has the stronger personality.
I have suffered from depression and anxiety for most of my life. I also have a very poor opinion of myself stemming from things in my childhood that I've never gotten over, but I'm working on the real issues now with a counselor that I trust.
As much as I hate the idea for various reasons, I have started taking an antidepressant again. I had so hoped not to need it anymore, but that doesn't seem to be the case. So hopefully I am getting the help that I need to finally be a happier person.
I truly appreciate you trying to help.