Well the diagnosis is in.... I am DID... Still not quite sure I like this, tho at least maybe now we can deal with it in a way that might help me to understand everything... We've been able to find 3 different ones so far.. A little girl, an angry teenager and someone I didn't know about from when I was about 17 that seems to be the one trying to keep me safe... I know there are more voices than 3, so I still don't know what's going to become of this..
Maybe if I wouldn't have been so scared to tell anyone about the voices years ago things could be different... Tho no sense in beating myself up about that now... Just be happy I finally gained enough courage to do it now.
Part of me wonders if it's a proper diagnosis, doesn't everyone have internal voices of some kind? The little voice in their head that tells them not to do something, or not to hurt someone... I don't know I guess I'm still at a loss in dealing with this...
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