Well I'm sorry, but hey, at least therapy and recovery can begin.
I know what you mean about saying something earlier in life because I hid it for 46 years. But thinking about it, I would've got snarled at, snapped at and told that I was imagining things and to not bother them again in the beginning. Just to think, in all this time, I could of been "fixed". At this late stage of the game, it's our normal and it doesn't really feel like it's worth the effort. I mean, we was the oddball forever, what's another few?
Self-doubt should be a landmark symptom of this condition. I've got others that are still on the fence about all this. I know that it just doesn't feel real...it's because the memories stay with the other that experienced them...to me it's like a fading dream. I also don't know how they "feel" which makes it hard to get.
My guess is singletons only hear their head voice unless they are imagining something. My others voices worked themselves into my thinking, but of course we chose to ignore the truth as a group. It's like we as a group analyzed everything and made group decisions. I've noticed that when a situation comes up, we're like, "all right, what do you all think or what should we do?"....this explains our hesitation and extended periods of standing there with everyone staring at me waiting for an answer that normally is answered right away like "what's your birthdate?" Lol
Sometimes I wished it was external voices so that I can just take a pill, but no dice.
Self-exploration of your system is really kewl, at least I thought so. If you can tell, we're not bugged about this condition too much anymore because we've known forever, so it's our normal. But it's been yours forever too, so it's nothing new. It's just the comfort level I suppose.
Hey, it would be kewl to hear about your discoveries and thoughts, so keep posting. Sometimes I think our others scared everyone off of here! Lolol
We are pretty vocal I guess. I don't get on here much, but I am right now. I'm going to try and stay out for as long as I can to get something profitable done around here.
Hope to hear more soon!