I suspect I was diagnosed with it by a psych nurse in a crisis unit when I was about 18, My therapist at the main clinic asked if they told me what I was diagnosed with and I said no so she looked it up and was shaking her head and said she didn't see that in me, she never told me what it was though because they changed it to Bipolar. I assume it was BPD because of my age and some other things, and I know they don't like to tell people when they're diagnosed with that.

More recently when I was in the hospital this summer in my discharge papers it had "Personality Disorder" listed in my diagnosis list. It didn't specify though and I never asked.

The clinic I go to now has a client portal online and you can see some of your medical info on it.

On Axis 1 it has Schizoaffective for my primary diagnosis, followed by GAD and MDD.

Then on Axis 2 it says diagnosis deferred, whatever that means.