The problem is that I also have obsessive thoughts ... I feel like everyone wants to kill me and harm me and recently it seems like I just can't trust men
I've known my boyfriend for such a long time and suddenly my brain is telling me "he only wants to harm you and kill you" over and over. I've been crying the whole day because I am so disgusted, it keeps me from doing my activities. I'm scared to be killed by a person I love. He is not even violent, he is the sweetest guy. But deep inside I'm telling myself "he's only hiding his game" ! that's also what disgusts me. I am really going crazy...i'm sorry for my confusing words.