I'm sorry to report but I feel that your scope has been ever expanding in this thread.

I get the impression that you have been offered a 2000 piece puzzle of spirituality and each piece is actually from a different puzzle so it's doomed from the start.

As an aside I think your writing is very articulate. But I am getting lost from your point, it's as if you already understand your problem in it's fullness but do not admit to it.

Remember an atheist has to first acknowledge a belief in a higher power to then denie its existence. A believer and non-believer are just sides to the same coin. Only in pure impossible ignorance can you have the free pass of a non-spiritual world.

Be it the Church or the State, you will always believe something has a higher authority over you.

There is no such thing as nothing, because it implies it had to of come from something.

What exactly are you a skeptic of? I think if you can identify the exact element your skeptical of you may find some peace. However this easier stated than done.


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