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Originally Posted by amandalouise
no none of my alters battled for control, short version my dissociating depended upon triggers. triggers can be good or bad like things that make a person /alter happy, upset what ever or if something needs to be done like anytime I needed to do laundry an alter would take control.
the resulting alter that took control was the one who dealt with that trigger, Sometimes there was mo0re than one alter that took care of the same trigger but even then there wasnt any battles for control because each triggering even had its own elements\ situation...
example sunny and thelma had the same trigger (happiness and shopping) in common but each one of those triggers (happiness and shopping) would happen under many different situations...if the happiness trigger happened when out in nature then Sunny would be the one to take control, if happiness trigger happened when out at a bar then thelma would take control. if out shopping and I needed a new dress just because i wanted and needed a new dress then sunny would take control but if the need and want for the new dress was to go out on a date then thelma took control.
thats how my internal system worked what ever I or an alter could not handle the resulting alter who's job, purpose, reason for being created was to handle that situation\trigger took over control and did what needed to be done.
the only time an alter bled through and such was when it was close to our integrating/becoming one whole person. the bleeding through and such in my location was called co consciousness and the integration process.
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I see, we have our triggers also. But also we have no host, so it's pretty much a free for all in our free time!
So it's my turn to be out and no one is going to force me in, after all, we are all equal. The guys go to work and do whatever and I do what I want whenever.
Being co-con also means that we can fight, and if that's what they want....I'm game.