Hello everyone,

I am new to this forum, and thank you very much for reading this.

Please let me share with you what happened to me, as I am still in pain and have been to relationship counselling, anger management and addictions counselling.

I met my gf in May of 2013, we are both alcoholics. My family (after only 3 years of trying to be supportive, and also being alchoholics as well), abandoned me and I was alone. So my gf was the only person in my life at the time, and I was sensitive to everything around me.)

Then one night, she cheated on me, IN FRONT OF ME, with a 60 year old man... I left the area, and she showed up the next morning. Puke on her shirt, and according to her, yet it wasnt her fault...

The next day I felt so worthless but was caught in the process.

To this day, béc she doesnt do that since shes been a teenager. I am confronted with so many insecurity issues that it is impossible to let my mind rest.

How the hell am I supposed t get past this

I am 35 and good looking.....