Hi, I'm following your post, I'm glad that you came back with some more things to say. I still have not much that I can tell you but 'less feeling sorry for myself', I think I just do this and it is working somehow. You came up with a method, I take it as a good news. This may sound strange but the failure happens again and again. I wrote this down to my notepad yesterday, I'm just pulling anything that could help me get out of my own mess.

I'm sorry too that I'm writing this in my confused head, but I'd like to think I'm with you supporting. Keep posting.