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I don't cut for attention, I cut to feel something more than the vast emptiness inside of me. Sometimes I wonder who I am, that I go thru life not feeling anything, but no one notices because I am handling things on the surface so well.

I don't feel pain or numbness when I cut - I feel alive for a few minutes - that someone really exists and isn't just "going thru the motions".

Please take care.......Mary Alice