You know that feeling when you think that life just can't get any worse-- and then more bad/terrible stuff happens--yeah that's where I'm at. I have never hit such a low point in my life and I feel like nothing good can ever happen again.
You would think that my medications would be doing a better job at keeping my mood stable, but they just aren't. I'm agitated, hopeless, feel worthless, and just can't get motivated to do anything. I'm in two different legal cases, both of which at this point I can't control. I just have to wait for the court dates to see what is going to happen in both cases- one is felony charges and the other is custody. I can't be positive no matter what people say to me or what I try to tell myself. I just feel like the worst thing is going to happen in both situations. I have some support around me but for whatever reason it's not enough, I can't get out of this funk that I'm in. I'm at a loss for what to do.