I have withdrawl if i dont take it every 12 hours. Ive been on it over 5 years now so pdocs warned it would be brutal.

Last week i was ademant about not going to hospital. This week I am so impulsively dangerous, i need to be. I know it will pass as the meds withdrawal, but my friends, family and doctors are concerned i will do serious damage on impulse. And so am i.

But admitting pdoc cant see me til next week and the prn make me agitated. I predict locked ward again if my admitting pdoc doesnt get back to me.