Sometimes i feel that no one will have me. A middle aged woman with bipolar and MS.

Both are controlled conditions. To meet me, I seem normal. Able bodied, with just a few kinks here and there. And relatively mentally stable, with just a few mental kinks here and there.
Knowing that i have 2 incurable disease and at any moment either one could change dramatically.

Is there really a man that could accept me this way. That could love someone with such an unpredictable future.

If there is such a man, I haven't found him.