Sigh, it will depend on when you ask me. I am a week from my 49th birthday and I don't feel good about it. Most people think I am around 40 - which I am greatful for. And I don't fear aging. What gets me down is that it is yet another year that has gone by since the best year of my life (45) and that I have nothing to show for myself. I suppose it sounds like I'm materialistic but I would have thought I had a house, a job, and some nice things. I lived better as a starving studen than I do now.