i am down, there is no magic bag of tricks for me this time. knowing has not made it interesting, its tearing my life, my families life apart. there have been NO drugs that have worked for me.

sorry direction, don't mean to take this out on you. i know some of what you been thru, i'm at my lowest point, don't think i can take the hospital again, if you've ever been you would know.

lost, scared, alone with all these thoughts that keep racing thru my mind....

~~~~~~dreamrunner

thanks for your pm, i will wait it out like you said. i can't help myself know, how can i help her................

mark