Hi, Perceptionist. I'm honestly so sorry for what's happening between you and your daughter. I wish I could say something that you haven't probably heard a hundred times already. Life is really tough enough as it is but, when you have the psychological issues that we do and your family doesn't stand behind you or, worse, abandons you, it becomes unbearable. The one thing we can't give up on is ourselves. Sometimes, the only thing we can rely on is ourselves. Take the strength and love you receive from God into your heart and mind and know, with that, you could never be alone. He put you here for a reason and it wasn't to suffer. Don't throw away His gift to you or waste it. Look past the pain and suffering and discover what you can do to honor this gift. Maybe work with the people in your church that could use your help. Give your life new meaning. But never give up the fight and know that you're not alone. My prayers are with you.