(((((((((((((((((((((((((lil bit))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Please don't be so hard on yourself. Can you try and see what an accomplishment it is that you refrained from cutting for a whole year? Cutting can be such an addtictive action that I hope you try and utilize some of the other coping skills you used throughout the past year. Please try and be safe. I am here if you need someone.

BB